Everyone is home for Presidents Day. the weather here in Ft LW has been beautiful not warm but nice suns out and everything. I love having B and dancer home. I love just having them close to me. I am really missing my boys. They are now in Ft Lewis due to their dads new duty station. They just got there yesterday and I feel so distant from them. Tx was far but Washington is sooo far away. I tell myself everyday and pray that one day they come home. They do seem happy. I know that they are at the age where they are busy so I dont hear from them everyday. I call them everyday and leave a message or text and sometimes they respond and sometimes they dont. They will be here for a month during the summer and I cant wait. I cant wait to have all of the kids together. Siblings are not suposed to be split up and mine are. I know that this is what they wanted but it just hurts. One day my babies will all be together again may be next month, next year or years down the road but one day. I pray. Their dad has blocked me from viewing there FB pages so I cant see what is goin on in their daily life. I miss them I miss their face their voice their laugh everything about them.  Today is hard harder then other days. I have my moments where all I do is cry. My heart hurts so much for my boys. They are growing up so fast and I am missing it all.

I love you boys so much. There is not a day that goes by that I dont think about you and miss you